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With her mix of standup, TV shows and mental health campaigning, Ruby Wax is a hugely loved and instantly recongnisable cultural tour de force. Ahead of a return to the West End later this month with a one-woman play based on her hugely personal book about mental breakdown, and a talk entitled ‘why we are out of our minds’ at the HowTheLightGetsIn festival on Sunday 22nd, we invited Ruby to be the latest Camdenist Guest Editor…

“It was during lockdown that I felt - like a lot of people did - that one chapter had ended, and I needed to come up with what I was going to do next. My plan was to go on a series of great journeys to try and find meaning in life, and write a book about it.

I did things like a 30-day silent retreat, went to help in a refugee camp in Afghanistan, lived in a Christian monastery…. But when I handed a first draft to a girlfriend, she told me that it was interesting, sometimes hilarious, but not really a book. And then I got ill.

I don’t know if my body chose to do that just to improve the book, but I got depression after 12 years of it being hidden in the closet. So in the play you come on a journey with me using soundscapes and lights, from the incessant gongs of the retreat to swimming underwater with humpback whales, and then it keeps returning to the mental asylum where I was having all these procedures.

I’d been doing all these things I thought would give me faith, give me meaning, but it turns out I wasn’t going towards anything, I was running away from something.

In the second half of every show I run a Q&A session. A one-woman show is an act of narcissism, no question, but it’s nice when people have a chance to say ‘oh yeah, that’s me too’. It helps me feel a little less selfish and greedy about the rest of the show.

That’s also the point where parents tell me they are tearing their hair out and don’t know what to do about their kids mental health issues. I don’t pretend to have the answers, but at least they can air it all.

Society seems to have reached a situation where there are no breaks, just breakdowns. We try to blame technology, but as when Guttenburg created the printing press, I think this type of radical shift in communication had to come. Now we just have to work out how we handle it.

In my talk at HowTheLightGetsIn I’m going to look at the implications of all this for today’s culture. I wrote the book Frazzled about how we can attempt to deal with modern stress through mindfulness. You thoughts are all your own, but do you actually want to take them seriously, or not?

I think that’s the essence of being human: what do you come with? What do you do with it? How do you live with it? We’re entitled - we think we deserved this bullshit called happiness - but actually we’re often just seeking distractions and getting away from who we are.

In all my shows I’m just trying to be as authentic as I can be, to make people feel comfortable. It’s like, ‘I’ve just done a mental striptease in front of you all, so you can do it now because I went first’. I want my audiences to know that we’re all here in the same storm, in different boats.

Ultimately it’s all about awareness, and watching yourself, particularly if you seem to be running in one direction. I think the best advice I can give is just keep an eye on yourself. I’m doing that now, because eventually I’ll need to write another book and something’s gonna have to happen, because I’m not a fiction writer…

Ruby Wax: I’m Not As Well As I Thought I Was is playing at the Ambassadors Theatre in Covent Garden September 16th-28th. Tickets and info here.

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